I've been thinking and I believe it's about time I start something New. From now on I shall keep an account of my Daily activities and Thoughts for the future, hopefully one day this will be read by the multitudes.
Day1 (5/11/18)
I didn't have to help her out knowing she is only using me, then I'll be forgotten and be lonely again.
She talked as if I can't understand her true intentions but I just couldn't say no. That's right, I didn't know how to say no and now, now it's back to darkness. I do not regret it tho.
Its not easy being depressed and hiding all the social anxiety behind a fake personality I built to shield myself, I hope someday I will find what I look for.
Time; 10:06 people are studying and I'm here immortalizing my feelings digitally, "Have I sunk so Low? " I ask myself sometimes but then again it doesn't actually feel low cause I have hope but Ironically this same hope is what Crushes me more yet I won't stop.
I'll leave it here for today and try to study.
Have a Good day, Take Care.
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