Day.... Uhhh I forgot

Lost he Track of time and myself. Been looking ever since, it's been hard.

Day 5

Day 5 (8/12/18)

Woke up late again today.
I really have to stop sleeping late and today I decided I'm not flirting with other girls, there is only one girl for me and I'll wait for her.
Also ill be better in my persue to get closer to God.
Went out to eat with the group here and also got alot annoyed today. I was dared to make a Fake Proposal to Bendang and it went well but that's when I realised I don't want to hit on another girl.
Overall I'm thankful to God For the day.
Glory be to The Faither, The son, The Holy Spirit I give my life to thee Lord. Amen.

Day 2,3,4

I completely forgot about this hahahha
Anyway....
Day 2:- (5/12/18)
Was not that bad except there I had to wake up at 12pm that too forced to go give my back paper for BEE which was cancelled so I lost energy there.
Day 3 :-(6/12/18)
Was normal and for the first time in awhile I actually studied something I don't remember much about it, that's right my memory has gone really bad sometimes I feel I'm not even alive and have existential crises
Day 4:-(7/12/18)
Today I realised again things about myself  from my encounter with that spider that limped near me in the toilet, funny incident but nice.
Still emotionally Unstable but the act is getting better and for the first time this past few weeks I didn't screw up and Exam also I realised I'm Cursing way too much, next aim is to stop that. Also learning to play the Guitar, hope that goes well, one day I wish to write songs of my own. It's currently 1am and I realised that I got the dates wrong. Ganna go change that.... OK done so since I'm too lazy to change all the today's to tomorrow you get that one your own
Anyway overall it was a Good day, Glory to God and praises to the Eternal Father. Amen.

Day 1

I've been thinking and I believe it's about time I start something New. From now on I shall keep an account of my Daily activities and Thoughts for the future, hopefully one day this will be read by the multitudes.

Day1 (5/11/18)
I didn't have to help her out knowing she is only using me, then I'll be forgotten and be lonely again.
She talked as if I can't understand her true intentions but I just couldn't say no. That's right, I didn't know how to say no and now, now it's back to darkness. I do not regret it tho.
Its not easy being depressed and hiding all the social anxiety behind a fake personality I built to shield myself, I hope someday I will find what I look for.
Time; 10:06 people are studying and I'm here immortalizing my feelings digitally, "Have I sunk so Low? " I ask myself sometimes but then again it doesn't actually feel low cause I have hope but Ironically this same hope is what Crushes me more yet I won't stop.
I'll leave it here for today and try to study.
Have a Good day, Take Care.